Wants and high hopes,
things we want, things we push ourselves for
things we believe we can get with a lil bit of work
things we try so hard for later
things that we can only hope to get
things that we can only look at and then walk away
things that we can only imagine
a wanting, a longing for, a hope,
that will only crumble down in the ground
because u realize that the words of your best friend are right
that you can only have a hope
that continuing to want will only cause pain
and that to not even think of it will bring happyness.
My want is unattainable, i dont give up because that want is so wonderful, so grand that to want anything else would be crazy, but the more and more unattainable that is, reality checks in and says sorry, but can't because the higher power obviously doesnt want you to have this treasure. Message on screen says, sorry but your shit outta luck! Why keep trying, why be like the story of the guy who continuously kept pushing the giant rock up the hill, only to have it come crashing down again. I havent an answer, but i do believe in that guy, i think he can do it, he will need support, but i think he can do it.